april dreams

(και αυτά τα ποστάρω εκ των υστέρων, τον Ιούνιο του 2025, ξεκαθαρίζοντας λίγο πράγματα που είχα σώσει προσωρινά κάπου) (το τελευταίο έχει σημασία παρόλο που είναι σε russlish (όπως το κατέγραψα τότε), γιατί περιέχει ένα κομμάτι που έχει συμβεί στην πραγματικότητα - αν και επειδή πρόκειται για πράγμα που επαναλαμβανόταν κατά patterns, ίσως να συνέπεσε η ικανότητα του μυαλού να προβλέπει το μέλλον ως φυσική εξέλιξη των πεπραγμένων του παρόντος, με ένα από τα πιθανά μέλλοντα)

31/03/2024

complete full blown space adventure dream - i don't even know in what language to write it down.

first there was an interlude with me and me mom, i think, wading through water, trying to get from one place to another, hopping between islands separated by shallow water, me being afraid, my mom being more decisive, me trailing behind - we also carried some stuff in one of the hands, over the water.

at some point i dumped the idea and just swam. then we were in a building among people, trying to do some kind of a transaction, there were some kind of toilets too and i was trying to point to my mother that these were men's toilets, and that she should go into the right wing to try out the women's ones.

and then the space saga (*). disappearing fast from my memory.

it was complete with the cataclysmic end, which was kind of not a bad one. just mysterious. the world ended, but it was like a world in our imaginations, and another one was building up. there were aliens appearing and masking themselves as legitimate citizens (who were non-human, like in a star wars movie)

but they were simulated images, getting into our world, though. we were performing some operations under narcosis etc.. maybe i was a woman. i don't remember my own body. then we were alerted that aliens started infiltrating the world, everything became rushed, we were running, chasing, being chased, jumping through portals, making virtual walls behind us to stop the chasers.

(*) μου μοιάζει εννοείται με το X-Files που τότε πρέπει να είχα καιρό που είχα τελειώσει να βλέπω

04/04/2024

segodnia videl a. vo sne. ona bila v kakoj-to nadobnosti, to-li u neje deneg ne bilo, to li eche chto, mne ochen xotelos ej pomoch - v kakoj to moment ona dazhe s plastikovim stakanom bila i tam bili moneti - chego-to ja tozhe begal, dengi otku-da to snimal, prichem vse vokrug na menia nalezali, ja im govoril podozhdite, potom kazalos, chto u menia chto-to vitachili iz sumki, chto-to ukrali, dengi kakie-to, potom mi dolgo ezdili, chut-li ne v russkoje posolstvo, v kakom-to drugom gorode, i tam nam davali platnij obed (ili uzhin) s kakim-to firmennim bljudom, no mi ego v tot den uzhe eli - i pri vsem etom prisutstvovala anna, i bilo u menia obichnoje poxozhee nastroenije - ja vsio vremia dumal, chto ja ej ne interesen, vsio vremia v nogax u neje putajus, v kakoj-to moment ja eje obnimal, ili ona mne golovu na plechio klala, i ja eje volosa tseloval, i govoril, chto ja znaju, chto ja tebia ne ustraivaju, no mne tak xotelos-bi tebe pomoch- eto bilo gde-to pod konets. vstal utrom s trudom, spat ochen xotelos, xotia i prospal 7.30 chasov. vchera gimnastikoj zanimalsia, mozhet po-etomu.