blur of a dream

i had this dream today. i don't remember it very well, because it has already became very blurry and scattered in small episodes and/or visions. i think we were travelling a lot between faraway places. by plain mostly. family members, i think there was my late father's wife and their children, john and p. - there was a slightly incestious part in my thoughts in this dream - anyway, you know how everything mixes up in that land - and there was protective part too, in the way i felt towards some people, and there was homosexual part too, but without actually anything sexual going on, i just saw p hugging me for sleep and holding me and it was kind of comforting. i literally saw him doing a shower in front of a makeshift tent place where everybody was sleeping, and him taking out a razor and shaving his breast as if getting rid of his maleness. it was an interesting vivid dream. there were this travel interparts where we were constantly kind of in a hurry, trying to get on time, me phoning to the airport asking what time we should be there and calming down, then being in a hurry again, then crossing the road with a small kid, and maybe i was small too then, and that kid knew how to pass the pedestrian crossing quickly, and she (was it she?) was waiting for me on the other side, and then we waited for everybody else together.